That’s what I feel right now. This weekend has been one of the most upsetting I have had in a while. My saturday night was going pretty well, I won third place in my event and many of my teammates placed, I’m so proud of them. Then we go out to dinner and when we are about to pay I take out my wallet and realize that all my money is gone. I had about 70 dollars in there, that i had just made from tutoring. I was so furious and disappointed because I worked so hard to make that money and it’s gone now, knowing that it was taken at the tournament makes it even worse. Thanks to everyone who covered me for dinner. I woke up the morning and came to find that my grandma in Egypt just had a cardiac arrest and is currently in a coma, so my dad will be leaving tomorrow afternoon to go see her. As much as I wish I could go see her, the tickets are just too expensive. I love my grandma and hope she’ll recover. Since  my dad is suddenly leaving in the midst of everything, I have to help get everything ready and take him to the airport tomorrow. I just don’t want to see someone else go in my family, it’s only been 5 months since my mom’s mom died and I just can’t take seeing my parents that worried/sad. Tayta, I love you and I know you’re strong. Hang in there.